Experience:120 seeds of Morning Glory - My first de facto trip
Experience reports — LSA
- Date: March 7 2023
- Age: 17
- Sex: Male
- Height: 170cm / 5'7"
- Weight: 60kg / 132lb
- Location: Poland
Report
Setting
This day I skipped school. During my trip I was mostly in my darkened room or the brightly lit bathroom.
Preparation
Two packets and some left over seeds (about 60 seeds per packet) were washed in 1 part dish soap 2 part water solution for about 40 seconds and then rinsed with water.
Experience
Alcohol, Nicotine, Cannabis, MDMA, Mephedrone, Codeine, Dextromethorphan, Nitrous, Psilocybin mushrooms (Although I haven't really tripped on them)
Background
I feel as though the morning glory experiences currently out there are really lacking, both in a common dose experience sense and how they describe the experience.
In this report I will focus on how everything felt in detail as best I can. It is worth mentioning that an hour and a half before the actual trip I swallowed 500 seeds whole
and haven't felt anything aside from stomach discomfort which subsided as soon as I took a sip of warm tea. It is also worth mentioning that I have mild Asperger and
am currently on SNRI antidepressants.
Timeline
17:30
I thoroughly chewed the seeds and swallowed, the taste was earth like and the seeds weren't as hard since the residual water from the preparation phase has sipped
into the seeds softening them up.
17:35
Slight but noticeable nausea and some stomach discomfort has crept in.
17:45
I was called in for lunch, at this point a significant amount of nausea and discomfort were observed, in addition my speech was impaired and to form a coherent
sentence I had to arrange the sentence first in mind - for example I wanted to ask my mom "How was your day at work?" instead I said "How was spend your day work?".
My appetite was suppressed everything was chewy and the nausea made the eating a tedious endeavor, however the food tasted delicious.
17:50
I have just finished lunch and a sense of general confusion swept over me, in addition when I look at the other end of the room I had a very mild sensation of the then
blank tv screen flowing in the corners of my vision, however when I moved my eyes the effect subsided. And I feel my that my hearing got more sensitive and everything,
every color became a little brighter. I also felt that my vision became smoother
18:00 - 18:50
Nothing much really happened I was watching some YouTube videos and all in all feeling progressively more relaxed and sort of disconnected. Nausea still persist and
I'm trying my best not to throw up, it's worth noting that nausea created by Moring Glory seeds is way different to the one produced alcohol, if I had to compare the two
liquor produces more of a stomach sensation where as the seeds make you feel as if you could throw up on a whim, like there's liquid coming up.
19:00
Nausea and the stomach pain subsides and I decide to watch some fractal videos as well as of all things to look at wood texture.
At this point my pattern recognition increased as well as immersion - it felt like what was on the screen completely filled my vision.
19:20
I decided to watch some Alan Watts lecture, I have trouble following what's being said, although I'm perfectly contend with the fact my mind is being flipped inside out
and as a matter of fact I really enjoyed it, having a huge smile on my face. This also around the time I had to go to the bathroom, I immediately noticed that walking felt
weird my coordination was all wrong and my vision was wobbly when I was moving. When I looked in the mirror I saw that my pupils where a bit dilated.
19:35
My friend K called me we chatted for a bit he sent me some memes, at this point I had no problem speaking what so ever. Also around this time I decided to close my eyes
and sure enough, I had the visuals, the best I can describe them is that at first that they were just the level 1 geometry that quickly turned into rainbow hexagonal tunnels
forming somewhat of a grid, they have never filled my entire field of vision though, the color was flowing in one direction it really looked like the holographic sheets and as
soon as I tried describing them they quickly changed to something different. Later I also realised that if I didn't follow my mouse it would begin to leave a trail
and so did my hands.
19:50
This was the peak, I was attempting to find a replication that would mirror my visuals and that's when I realised I was really confused in fact I didn't really know what I was
looking at, I had visual noise in front of my eyes and a very clear yet unreadable notification in the corner of my eye from my friend A who I was simultaneously chatting with.
This was when I decided to hang up with K citing that I just wanted to enjoy my state.
20:00
I got a message from A saying that I should watch the lecture by Alan Watts called "Listen", close my eyes and do as he says - and so I did. I meditated for some 10 minutes,
it was an amazing feeling, the outer world just stopped existing for me there was only me, then I went to the bathroom while I was doing my business everything in the corners
of my view was just flowing, all the while I was asking myself existential questions and not really answering them since my thought process was really chaotic at the time.
Then I stared in the mirror and asked myself "Is what I'm seeing the reality, or is what I want to see?", I was still staring in the mirror my vision bending all around me,
I started to cry because I just saw something beautiful - I saw myself, my true self.
21:00
At this point I'm starting to slowly come down, and decided to watch some Psyched Substance videos, the videos were easier to follow now yet I still had very enhanced
pattern recognition to a point I was seeing fractals around the host; my frame rate was still increased and I could read every emotion the host was showing on his face.
21:30
The comedown is noticeable, the stomach discomfort returns and I feel really hot with hint of cold sweat all over me, I remember thinking to myself that "I'm glad I did that, and
that I can cherish this trip till the end of my days and no one will ever be able to take it away from me".
22:40
I go to bed while still feeling hot and sweaty when I shut of the lights I pick out random lines in my vision, like I was picking out patterns, though closed eye visuals were gone
or at leas hard to pick out. Falling asleep wasn't easy, major stomach pain and sloshing were present along with some gas. I probably dozed off around midnight.
Conclusions
The next morning I woke up relaxed although a bit tired from the powerful experience, I'm definitely looking forward to doing this again with a higher dose and LSA became my
new favourite substance by a long shot.
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